The
Gun
by
Ed Benjamin
Harry had zipped up, washed his hands and left the
restroom. His intent was to pick up
another bottle of water before leaving, but he was interrupted by the man who
pulled a gun and stuck it in his face.
“Get those hands up, Asshole!”
Harry stared at the gun barrel pointing at his face.
The gun was a revolver and he thought it
looked like a .38 caliber. It was what
they used to call a ‘Saturday Night Special’.
But as far as Harry could tell, it was just an ordinary street gun.
The gun barrel looked about the size it should
be. Everything he had ever read had
indicated that people facing a loaded gun barrel would assume the barrel would
look huge, bigger than life.
The other thing was that he did not seem to be
afraid. He wondered if he should be
afraid and was surprised he wasn’t. Harry
had often wondered if he were missing the ‘fear’ nerves. He did have a healthy respect for life and
for saving his own skin but it seemed that in other situations in which others
had mentioned they were afraid; Harry’s reaction had been a desire to take
action.
Perhaps that was the result of his training in what
he had come to refer to as his “other life”; his life as a top of the line
fighter pilot in the United States Air Force.
He remembered the day in his “other life” when, in
his fighter aircraft, he faced eight Iranian fighters in the skies near the
Iraq – Iran border. He remembered he had
not been afraid then but as he thought about it, he was a little busy during
those scant few minutes in which the air battle had taken place.
The gun barrel wavered a bit and a voice shouted; “I
SAID; GET THOSE HANDS UP, ASSHOLE!”
Harry noted a slight tremor in the voice but
otherwise it was clear.
Harry raised his hands higher.
Should
I tell him my name’s Harry, not asshole?
I don’t think so. He doesn’t seem
to have a sense of humor. He won’t think
that’s funny. He seems a little nervous.
Harry complied.
This would not be happening if Harry had not had to stop to relieve his
bladder. He had traveled down from
Austin in his newly restored 1965 Mustang with his 270 air conditioning
going.
Two
windows down and seventy miles an hour.
Actually it was a little closer to 80 miles an hour
rolling down Interstate 35 from Austin to the cutoff at the northern end of New
Braunfels. Harry gauged his speed more
on the traffic flow, which was fast.
Like the other drivers, he assumed the Highway Patrol was not around
because there were a whole group of cars and truck traveling faster than the
posted 70 miles an hour. Since it was early
afternoon, there wasn’t the wall to wall line of cars and trucks which filled
the Interstate during the rush hour periods.
Enough traffic to call it moderately busy and enough that Harry and the
other 80 mile per hour group could assume a police vehicle on the highway would
cause a noticeable slowdown
Even at that speed, the wind whistling through the
car was hot. The San Antonio weather in the June, July and August time period
was simple. Hot ! Hot ! . . . then
hotter and more heat. There seemed to be
some humidity in the air even though everyone railed about the fact that the
area was in the middle of a drought. 95
degrees here seemed like 120 degrees on the desert. Harry has some experience with desert heat
having been stationed at the Air Base in Saudi Arabia while flying Combat Air
Patrol missions along the Iraqi border. That
was his last operational assignment as a pilot and he savored the memories of
that duty as if reliving them would bring back his return to flying.
When he left Austin he had stocked up with a few
bottles of chilled water and had nursed them on the way down from Austin. He had wanted a beer really bad before he left
but he had a rule that he did not drink and drive. . a hangover from his days as a fighter
pilot. If you got busted with a DUI
while in the Air Force, one of the consequences might be removal from flying
duties, and Harry, like many of his peers, never wanted to risk that. Even now, he harbored some thought that he
might be able to fly again at some point in the future. Besides, he had an interview to conduct
later.
Harry was headed for a bedroom community called
Bulverde located on US Highway 281 about 30 miles up from the San Antonio
airport near the Guadalupe River. He turned
off Interstate 35 on Texas State Highway 46 and just before he was to hit the
turnoff onto State Highway 1863, he saw a gas station / food mart on the right
so he pulled in to take a well-deserved pee.
He was familiar enough with the road to know that the next opportunity
to pull over for a pee break would be at least 25 miles. Otherwise, he might be tempted to pull over
to the side of the road.
He had finished peeing and headed toward the front
of the store when the guy burst in and waved the gun. He pointed the gun first to the girl behind
the counter and then, perceiving Harry to be a bigger threat, turned his attention
toward Harry.
Harry found he was getting very busy thinking about
the situation. Later, he would admit to
himself that he should have been very afraid but he rationalized everything by
telling himself he had a lot on his mind at the time.
The man holding the gun seemed to be about forty
five years old, Harry judged. He had
brown hair with grey streaks in his sideburns.
He had stubble on his face. Harry
wanted to look at his eyes but the man wore sunglasses. Harry concluded the man was on drugs of some
kind.
While Harry could not see the eyes he did notice the
slight twitch as the man moved his line of sight from Harry to the girl behind
the counter. The gun was a
revolver. Harry thought it might be a
.38 caliber. From his vantage point, he
could not tell what caliber it was. He
did concede the barrel pointed toward his was larger than a .22 caliber. It was big enough to punch a hole in Harry’s
head.
The gun shook a little as the man held it in his right hand.
“Get all the money out of the cash drawer and put it
in a bag.”
Harry could almost feel the girl behind the counter
freeze. He hoped she would keep her cool
and not make things worse.
Harry turned his head slightly and spoke to the
girl.
“Do what he says.”
If
they have an alarm, I hope she set it off.
“Who asked you to butt in, ASSHOLE?”
Harry was 6 feet tall and weighed just over 200
pounds. It used to be mostly rock hard
muscle; but months of steady drinking and lack of exercise has reduced some of
those muscles to flab. The man had about
3 or 4 inches on Harry and it appeared he weighed thirty or forty pounds on him
as well. He did appear to be in
reasonable shape.
I’m
going to pot. If I were in better shape, he would be very easy to take.
“Take off your shirt, asshole”
There
he goes with that “asshole” again. I
might have to teach him some manners.
This was getting burdensome.
Harry unbuttoned his shirt.
“Name’s Harry, not asshole.”
“When I want your opinion, ASSHOLE, I’ll ask for
it. Toss the shirt on the floor.”
When Harry dropped the shirt on the floor, his ID
case fell out of the shirt pocket and half opened. Part of his badge was visible.
“You a cop, asshole?”
“Private Investigator.”
“Where’s your gun?”
“Don’t have one.”
“Yeah, sure. Take off your tee shirt up and turn
around slowly.”
Guy
doesn’t seem too strung out. Seems to be thinking rationally.
Harry raised his tee shirt to the middle of his
chest, pulled it off, tossed it on the floor, and turned. He hoped this would assure the man that he
was indeed unarmed. He took advantage of
the turn to position himself more to the left of the gunman. Since the clerk was located to the gunman’s
right, this created a wider angle for the gunman to keep track of both Harry
and the girl. Harry also inched closer
to the gunman so his was just two feet away from the barrel of the gun.
This
is stupid.
Harry’s mind went back to the unarmed combat classes
he had taken while in the Air Force.
Eyes.
Knees. Throat. This is stupid.
Harry’s mind looked at the situation logically. Chances were, the man would just take the
money and go. But then again, if he
started shooting, then both Harry and the girl were finished. Logically and rationally, Harry concluded the
odds were in favor that in this simple robbery was just that; a robbery. But another thought began to well up in
Harry’s consciousness. If it were just
the money, shouldn’t this guy have been long gone by now? Harry was getting a weird feeling.
I
don’t think he wants any witnesses. He’s
not going for the money now.
The man removed his sunglasses and put them in his
shirt pocket.
“Is that your Mustang out there?”
Harry looked into the man’s eyes and noted the wild
determination. Pupils slightly dilated. He
nodded his head.
“That where your piece is?”
“Don’t have a piece.”
“Who do you think you’re kidding? All cops, even you private ones, have a
piece.”
“Not me.”
Harry noted the man’s finger beginning to tighten on
the trigger. Harry knew he only had a
matter of seconds before he had to do something or both he and the girl behind
the counter were toast.
Most people considered Harry as having few emotions,
but in a sense they were wrong. His
sense of “fight or flight” was very highly tuned and provided him with the
adrenalin he needed in many situations.
What others did not realize was his ability to compartmentalize.
Harry was highly intelligent and throughout his
life, he had developed many compartments inside his mind. It seemed to those who cared to look closely
that Harry was very unemotional. They
didn’t realize that Harry compartmentalized everything and he alone had the
key. Harry had a keen sense of humor
which he used to deflect all but the most astute observers.
Harry needed those compartments. Two years ago, the Air Force had medically
retired him because he had developed a condition which they were unable to
diagnose, much less treat. Even though
the highest senior officials, including the most senior general in the service,
the Air Force Chief of Staff, had pressed the medical authorities to restore
Harry’s health so he could return to flying duties, the Air Force medical
community reluctantly retired him with a pension and left him to his own
devices.
This action had a severe,
adverse effect on Harry’s self-confidence and left him feeling inferior and
resurrected a negative self-image he had stuffed deep inside his subconscious years ago.
The Air Force had awarded him, the nation’s second highest
military decoration for valor, the Air Force Cross, and then, according to
Harry’s mindset, discarded him like a bag of trash.
During the past two years, he alternated between getting his life back on track
and periods of self-doubt. These
feelings of inadequacy had begun to leak outside the box in which he had stored
them from his adolescence years, and they began to affect his daily life.
These feelings were a holdover from Harry’s life as
a teenager growing up in Kannapolis, North Carolina. As a result, the compartment he stored these
feelings in had been fairly full to begin with and these days, it seemed the
slightest little thing would cause the box to fill up and leak. Harry yearned for the days when he felt
privileged; a fighter pilot flying the hottest fighters in the United States
Air Force.
He developed a drinking problem with the habit of
drinking every day.
Restoring the Mustang had some positive benefits for
Harry’s self-image. With the help of a
retired Chief Master Sergeant, “Chief” Sam, Harry had spent several months
restoring the 1965 Mustang. Chief didn’t
allow Harry to come to his garage when he had been drinking and neither did he
permit Harry to bring a beer or two while they worked. Harry had developed a pattern of drinking a
lot of alcohol lately. This enforced bit
of sobriety had caused Harry to lift himself a little out of the well of
self-pity he had allowed himself to fall into.
At least, he was not drinking so much.
Then, strangely, Chief Sam had asked him to help
with a case. After all, as he put it to
Harry: “You are a Private Detective, aren’t you?”
Harry had tried to explain that his cases involved
checking security clearances for the Department of Defense as a contract
Defense Security Services Investigator and he had taken some missing persons
cases, including one referred by his old Air Force mentor. When he continued to demur, Chief Sam
presented him with a bill for car repair services and informed Harry he could
work it off by taking the case.
Apparently, an older lady had gone missing and was
presumed drowned during a Caribbean cruise which had sailed out of Galveston
three months ago. Harry had done some
research and had determined there was some monkey business going on.
He had spent the morning in a meeting with the insurance
executives in Austin. Harry actually saw
some benefit to the case because he managed to talk the insurance company into a
nice retainer. It seemed there was a
$250,000.00 life insurance policy on the lady with a double indemnity clause
for accidental death and the insurance company wanted to cover the bases before
it paid the benefit.
At the moment, in the food mart, while he tried to
maintain a calm exterior, his mind filled with self-doubt.
I
can’t do this.
If
you don’t, you’re toast and you really will be an ASSHOLE. A dead asshole.
I’m
not in shape. He is going to clean my
clock.
The voices in his head continued. Persistent voices. Voice summing up the
same message.
I’m
not worthy.
With an enormous force of will, Harry began to
collect those thoughts. One by one, he
mentally dragged them over to the big black box inside his head and threw them
inside. When he had collected the last
negative thought and placed it in the box; Harry took a mental hammer and began
to pound nails into the lid until all those thoughts were securely locked
inside.
Now
it’s time to take care of this asshole.
Harry’s mind began to focus on angles. When Harry was an Air Force fighter pilot, he
flew many training sorties simulating air to air combat with planes which had
technology equal to his own or possessed superior technology. Sometimes the difference between victory and
defeat in these simulated combat fights depended on the physics and angles of
attack. He judged the angles involved in
his current situation and began to decide which angles he could use to his
advantage.
It’s
close. He’s just about ready to pop. Better make a move.
Harry looked the man straight in the air and made
the following comment.
“The State of Texas, in its infinite wisdom, has
decided I am not suited to carry a weapon.”
Here
goes. Now or never.
Harry continued,
“But, if I did have a gun, I wouldn’t be so stupid as to point it at
someone with the safety on.”
Harry saw the man glance down at the revolver. Attention distracted for a millisecond or
two.
Harry reacted quickly and analytically. All emotion drained out of him. He launched his attack dispassionately. Harry’s brain was a flurry of activity. He was able to analyze the action as it
occurred and grasp the gestalt, the
entire view of the action. Fighter
pilots and other warriors called it “situational
awareness”, the ability to see and assess the whole picture, the entire
environment of a battle even when in the thick of the action. It was something you developed and the
military services possessed many people with the ability to grasp this overall
picture. People who consistently succeeded
in combat were those who could understand the overall picture of what occurred
in the battle area and deal with it dispassionately. Though native ability and the thorough
training Harry had received in the Air Force, he possessed this ability.
While the man’s eyes had focused on the gun instead
of him, Harry reached up with his left hand and pushed the man’s right arm, the
one holding the gun, up toward the ceiling.
With the gun momentarily neutralized, Harry then began the second
phase. Holding onto the wrist with his
left hand, Harry then reached up with his right hand, grabbed the man’s shirt
and pulled. It felt awkward at first but
Harry’s intent was to create an uncontrolled forward momentum with the man’s
body.
Pulling the man toward him, Harry also pulled with
his right hand while holding on to the man’s right wrist. Harry had to ensure the man’s gun remained
pointed toward the ceiling. When Harry
gauged the man had attained an uncontrolled forward momentum, Harry released his
grip. He hated to let go of the gun hand
but felt it necessary to complete his next maneuver.
Harry thrust his left leg behind him and spun out of
the way. He encountered a complication
when he banged his back into an end cap loaded with potato chips and peanuts and
lost his balance slightly. A searing
pain roared through Harry’s back and radiated through his abdomen but he kept
his focus. Packs of peanuts and chips
scattered. This collision with the
counter left Harry a little off but he ended up close to the way he had planned
it; facing the man perpendicular to the man’s body moving in front of him. Fortunately, the man was lurching forward as
planned. Harry steadied his left leg and
kicked out with his right foot hitting the man on side of the left knee. It was
not the solid blow Harry had hoped for but the man began to wobble. Instead of going down as Harry had planned,
the man remained standing.
Crap!
The man seemed like he was about to recover so Harry
grabbed the man’s right arm again and pushed upward. Harry’s foot slipped on a pack of peanuts but
he held on to the gun hand. They danced
a crazy dance; the man pounding Harry’s side and back with his left hand. Then he hit Harry’s head.
He hit Harry’s head hard. Harry’s head hurt!
Not only did his head hurt, Harry’s back hurt and the
man would occasionally hit the tender spots on his back. Holding onto the man’s right arm to keep the
gun pointed up, Harry began grabbing got grabbing for the man’s left arm, which
pounded harry relentlessly. The pair
began a crazy spinning dance.
Harry saw flashes of daylight spin in his vision and he began
to dance and spin and push the man toward the double plate glass doors at the
front of the store. He wanted to get the
man outdoors for two reasons.
First, it would give the girl behind the counter
time to get out the back, hopefully after she had called the police. Second, Harry was losing the close-quarters battle
and sensed that if he guided the man outside; he may have some maneuver room
and could handle the situation better.
Harry was running on instinct now. Instinct and training had saved his life over
Iraq, but over Iraq, Harry had the advantage of hundreds of hours of training preparing
for the air-to-air combat in which he had engaged. Over Iraq, Harry had the advantage of
superior missile technology and physics.
Harry had not trained for this eventuality as he had trained for aerial
combat. But his fighting instinct was
still alive.
When learning to fly and fight in the Air Force, his
mentors drilled mantras into his soul: “Win
or Lose, but Never, Never Quit,” and
“Adapt, Adapt, Adapt.” Basically, Harry had developed the behavior
pattern to continue to press the aerial attack when lesser pilots would have
given up and withdrawn. His primary
mentor, Bulldog, had always stressed that one should press the attack at all
times. In addition, Harry learned that
to succeed in that life or death arena, it would serve him to be
unpredictable. As a result, Harry became
unbeatable in most of the training sorties he flew against his fellow fighter
pilots and this training paid off one day in the skies over Iraq when Harry
faced off against eight Iranian fighters bent upon erasing Harry from the face
of the Earth.
Harry fought on, but a part of him realized he was
not in an air battle.
I’m
not getting anywhere.
As Harry struggled with the man, he felt he was
outclassed both in weight, height and more importantly, the basics of street
fighting.
The gun went off; a bullet tearing a hole in the
ceiling.
Get
him outside!
Harry and the man spun until they hit the glass doors
and rolled out the door.
They ended up scrambling over the hood of Harry’s
Mustang.
Something’s
got to give.
Harry found himself underneath the man.
He’s
got bad breath! Focus!
Harry was struggling to keep the gun pointed away
from him when an intense pain exploded in his groin. Harry realized the man had kneed him in the
groin.
God,
that HURT!
Harry winced and his grip on the man’s left wrist
loosened for a second and the gun began arching down toward Harry’s body. Harry started spinning. It saved his life because just as he spun
away from the hood, two shots rang out where Harry’s chest had been; leaving
two holes in the hood.
Harry’s ear rang.
The pair then rolled over to the ground. Fortunately Harry was on top when they hit the
ground. Harry tightened his grip on the
gun hand and then realized his right knee was between the man’s thighs.
Time
to return the favor; ASSHOLE!
Harry got some leverage and thrust his knee into the
man’s groin hard. It was the man’s turn
to wince.
Harry used this opportunity to grab for the gun with
his left hand, wrest it from the man, and then spin away. There was gravel in the parking lot and
Harry’s face and back contained bloody scratches and tears from his battle with
the assistant. Harry leaped to his feet
and pointed the gun at the assailant.
“Don’t move, ASSHOLE!”
Harry covered the man holding the gun in the two
handed grip they had taught him when he qualified on small arms weapons in the
Air Force.
The man was sitting up holding his groin. He smiled
at Harry and reached in his pocket.
Harry saw a switch blade in the man’s hand.
“Don’t do it, ASSHOLE, I’ll fire.”
The blade flicked out.
Shit,
he going to go for it.
The man positioned one knee below him and Harry knew
he was going to stand on come after him with that knife.
Harry thumbed the hammer back ready to fire.
The man hesitated at the sound of an approaching
siren, smiled again, and dropped the knife on the ground.
Sirens pierced the air and Harry heard the patrol
cars as their wheels skidded to a stop. A door opened and closed. Another set of doors opened and closed.
A deputy ran over to the man and turned him over on
the ground, pulled his hands behind his back, and cuffed him.
“Harry Miles, don’t you know it is against the law
to carry a gun without a permit,” a voice boomed.
Harry recognized the voice. Jim Bradley, a lieutenant’ in the Comal
County Sheriff’s Department, had helped Harry when he tried to obtain a “carry”
permit for the State of Texas. Because
of the medical condition which prompted the United States Air Force to
medically retire Major Harry Miles, the Texas Department of Public Safety had
granted Harry his Private Investigators’ license but refused to allow him to
carry a concealed weapon or any firearm for that matter.
Harry knew the other deputies called Jim names behind his back because
of his long blonde hair which reached down to his shoulders. Harry suspected the hair length was due to
the fact that Jim was working undercover for some task force somewhere. That would explain his long hair and frequent
absences.
In any case, the one person who
mattered, the Comal County Sheriff, didn’t seem to mind and it was his
Sheriff’s Department. One thing Harry
had learned in his short tenure as a Texas Private Eye, Texas sheriffs ran
their departments autonomously and each department reflected the character of
the Sheriff who was in office at the time.
It reminded Harry of the modern equivalent of fiefdoms existent in
medieval times.
“Ho. Ho.”
Harry relinquished the pistol to the other deputy
who had reached around Harry and gently removed it from Harry’s grip.
Harry heard the deputy break the gun down.
After a moment, the deputy remarked.
“You do know you were covering him with an empty
gun, don’t you?
He
knew it. That’s why he was going to come
after me with the knife. Once I tried to
fire and found the gun empty, I would have been in deep shit..
An EMS vehicle arrived and one of the technicians
began looking Harry over. Harry suffered
many small cuts and bruises on his chest, back, and face. The cuts came from rolling around
bare-chested on the gravel and the bruises from the pounding the attacker had
given Harry. Harry’s balls felt like
they were as big as basketballs but the EMS Tech told him to soak them in Epson
Salts and to see a doctor if they were not better in a day or so.
For the moment, Harry was grateful he had a bathtub
as well as a shower in his house.
The other EMS tech emerged from the food mart with
the girl trailing. She wore a pair of
slacks and Harry noticed again what he had noticed when he entered the store to
pee. She had big boobs.
It did seem that one or more buttons on her blouse
were unbuttoned than Harry remembered.
“Thank you,” she touched Harry’s arm. “I thought he was going to kill us, for
sure.”
She
keeps this up and, under different circumstances, I might just fall in lust tonight. I guess she doesn't know I'm in a lot of pain.
Jim was conferring with the deputies and he walked
over to where Harry was standing.
“You made the right call. We think this guy shot a clerk and a customer
at another service station earlier today.
If the ballistics matches those slugs to his gun, he will face the
needle for sure.”
“That fits’” Harry replied, “He fired three shots
when I was grappling with him. I would
have peed in my pants if he had come at me with that knife and I found out the
gun was empty.”
“The clerk told us how you goaded him and then
were able to jump him even when he had the gun on you.
How did you do that?”
“A little
misdirection was all.”
Harry had the mindset. His training as a fighter pilot involved
feinting and misdirection at supersonic speeds.
In addition, Harry had spent over nine months working partial duty in
Air Force Intelligence in the Pentagon while being evaluated by the doctors in
DC after his incident. While being
evaluated at the Wilford Hall Medical Facility in San Antonio, the Air Force
Office of Special Investigations had used Harry for a couple of undercover
assignments. After the Air Force made
the decision to medically retire him, Harry decided to go into business as a
Private Detective.
Harry nodded.
He turned and looked over at his Mustang. It was a 65 Mustang, and with the help of Chief Sam, Harry had spent the last three months restoring the car. As he walked over, he noted the two bullet
holes in the hood.
Oh
shit!
Harry reached inside the car and pulled the hood
latch then walked around and raised the hood.
There were two bullets lodged in the engine block.
Harry slammed the hood down and kicked the right
front tire hard with his foot.
“Shit!”
“Shit!”
“Shit!”
“Too bad you took that bastard away, already. I’d save the State the trouble of executing
him. Three months it took to restore
this car. Chief and I took it from a rundown
piece of crap and transformed it into the classic 1965 Mustang it once was. Do you realize how long it took to find this
engine and then rebuild it?”
“Damn!”
Looking at Lt Bradley, Harry asked, “Jim, can you
give me a ride to the nearest rental car agency. I need to go by my house in Universal
City? I’ll call a wrecker and then we
can leave.”
“Not so fast, Harry, we need to go back to the
station where you need to give your statement.”
The end of this particular incident.
Seems like harry is getting into the habit of finding himself in life or death situations. In my novella, "Harry's War", Harry finds himself in another situation over Iraq. This novella is available as an eBook at Amazon Kindle and wherever eBooks are sold.